I have to wake up in four hours to get ready to go to St. Pete and do makeup for a wedding party. Why the fuck am I still awake?

I regret ever starting to use the MyFitnessPal app. It’s more scarring and depressing than helpful and I wish I could just eat a proper meal without thinking about how I’m going to burn it off or how to juggle the rest of my daily intake. Screw you, mfp.

Officially started my fashion shopping for my birthday/IMATS trip. It’s all black so I really don’t think it matters but whatever, I’m excited.

I need a drink.

My back has been killing me since Saturday so I think I’m going to treat myself to a full body massage sometime between tomorrow and Friday. Maybe this will help with my daily headaches as well.

Already home from my first day at the salon [: The girl loved her prom makeup, and I impressed the owner. I dreaded having to tell him I had two back-to-back weddings to do tomorrow and that I wouldn’t be able to come in, but he took it well and said he would work around my schedule since he hired me on such short notice. I thought he’d be more of a hard ass on me for not telling him as soon as I found out (yesterday morning). We’re both hoping it this turns out to be something big, since I’ll be getting 60%+ of the wedding/event payment rather than the 30% I’m making now with someone else.

I don’t wanna jnyx it or anything, but I’m pretty sure I got the job. The owners kept talking to me about this weekend’s schedule as if I was already hired so hopefully I get good news this afternoon. I want to nap but I’m scared I’ll miss the call :(

I got myself out of bed with 2 1/2 hours of sleep and applied perfect winged liner for the first time in forever and a beautiful blusher combination just to be informed that I don’t have to be at this bride’s hotel room until 2PM. I was scheduled to be there at 10AM. I want so badly to go back to sleep but I don’t want to waste my face. :(